Greatest Fear Realized

You're afraid that when something good happens to your life, something bad will swoop in and take that good away from you.

Awww.. How Cute is This?

photo c/o: google images

carpa diem

a friend told me to "seize the moment". carpe diem daw. (ahem.. kleia.)

i don't think i can do it. i'm afraid to get hurt. i'm afraid to get burned. i'm afraid that i won't be able to live up to the moment.

hmm.. talk about living a good life.

back to the uptight and rigid moi.....

errr... University of Washington accepted me!! WIHH!!!!!

So.. that entry that I made about me going to Seattle Pacific University ... hehe.. erase it from the memory.. hehehe..

GAIL... SARAH... Please don't kill me... :D

Tragic and Pathetic

another picture post

Stuck in A Moment

"waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought, useless and disappointing."

--- Sam to Austin in A Cinderella's Story

I watched A Cinderella's Story again today. I couldn't do anything today that doesn't involve my bed in it. The upper one quarter of my body is hurting a lot right now. WOOT. Time to see the doctor; the idea that I dread the most.

I watched Star Wars Episode 3 yesterday with friends. It's a better movie than the second one. I'm thinking now that I should rent Episodes 4-6 since I completely have forgotten about what happened in those movies. I watched it like a few years back when I was still a kid.

MMKAI.. Time to go.

Star Wars III: Revenge of the Sith --- OPENING DAY!!

WHO WANTS TO WATCH IT?? C'MON PEOPLE.. PLEASE.. GO WITH ME.. I WANNA WATCH IT.. BADLY... PLEASEEEE.. PLEASEEE... I'LL BUY YOU POPCORN.. I PROMISE.. JUST WATCH IT WITH ME.. PLEASSSEEEE...

PLEEEEASSSEEEEEEEEEEEEE?????

[*ahem* paging J.J. (",)]

New Song - Heard It from the One Tree Hill TVS

Click this link --->> MP3 <<--- to hear the song.

Mixtape

by: Butch Walker

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you.
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know...

But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than
that, about me and you..

You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel
Like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I
Feel, you don't know..

'Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than
That, about me and you..

(bridge)
Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the
Class that you thought was gay
No I can't find the words 'cause I lost them
The minute they fell out my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your
Lips and just let me kiss 'em and let's
Get messed up and listen to probably..

The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than
That, about me and you

It struck a chord somewhere in me.

You can also hear this song on the One Tree Hill Soundtrack.

Fickle-Fickle

I've been a very fickle person for the past week or so. I delete entries that I post, I change my mind about my major, I change my mind about "other" stuff, and the list just goes on. I'm starting to annoy myself.

The reason why I'm indecisive? I honestly don't know.

But I have my reasons on why I've been deleting entries. First of all, I don't think that their content sends out what I'm really trying to say and second of all, I just thought that they were a bit too shallow.

Anyway, my mom did my laundry again for the second week in a row. I'm not complaining, I just don't want her to do it, I want ME to do it. I told her about it and she just gave me her signature "taray" look and said, "dapat nga mag-thank you ka imbis na magangal ka". So, yes she has a point there, but still, I feel that I'm the one who should be responsible for it since it is my stuff. Hay.. Mothers .. You can't live without them.

A Positive Attitude Coming from A Positive Woman

I admire how my mom handle her problems. I admire how she stays positive in the midst of money problems, health problems and work problems. Just today, she told me: "Di bale na na naoverboard ako sa payment, basta ba maganda ang aking hair".

I wish I had her positive attitude sometimes.

I wish I could say "di bale nang 2.0 ako sa Organic Chem, basta ba nandito ang computer ko sa tabi ko, solve na ko". But it's not always easy to say it, nor is it easy for me to focus on such positive words. There's always this thing called "pessimism" that creeps up on me.

I guess that's life, it's complicated that way.

Mood Swings Galore

We all have it one way or the other. One minute you're happy and the next thing you know you're as sad as the homeless guy living at the corner of 5th Avenue.

Life is complicated that way. You can never figure out what makes your happiness go away in just a blink of an eye. You can never figure out what's bothering your head even if you do a whole lot of overanalyzing and contemplating.

It's hard to face people when you undergo a certain change in attitude. Sometimes, people tend to think that you're just making "drama" or that you're just looking for attention.

Life is so complicated that way.

BIG Realization

I just realized that my dog, Curly, is a BIG WEIRDO.

Here's why:

1. He's afraid of things that are smaller and less stronger than him, i.e., the vacuum cleaner, plastic bags, folding tables, the can of chocolates, and well, I already forgot the other stuff.

2. He still sleeps in this teeny tiny bed that he sleeps in when he was little. Just look:



3. He likes his DRY dog food wet. He hasn't been eating his food dry for the past week and I always catch him eating our other dog's food (which we wet because our other dog can't chew well anymore). So I figured today, why not wet his food with water? So, after I put water in his food, he started eating it. Here's proof:



Is there such a saying as "what the master IS like, IS what the dog will be like"? Cause, I swear if there is one, I will laugh my ass off.

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"driving at 160 mph is therapeutic"
"listening to an ipod that is crunked up to high volume is therapeutic"
"crying is therapeutic"
"impulse shopping is therapeutic"

I have done three out of four of these.

When can I do the first one?