I wonder what life is like..

- if you work for a magazine such as Lucky and Vogue?

- if you are one of the editors who get to try out clothes or beauty products for free?

- when you get to travel to places like Milan, Paris and New York to see couture and RTW clothes presented in runway shows?

- if you're the creative director who gets to style and direct shoots?

- if you're the photographer who gets to see your work of art displayed in museums, galleries and magazine editorials.

I wonder a lot when I start to become unmotivated again towards my own personal dream of becoming a d-o-c-t-o-r.